Over and done with!!! Now back to kendo…

Done with school for the year. What a semester! It has been hectic, stressful, frenzied yet enjoyable. I know that I really like studying... especially after the exams. Haha... even if I file for early graduation, this will be the semester that I enjoyed the most.

Heh. It’s back to kendo for me now. Argh…not that I don’t want to go back to training...but I’m kinda dreading it lah. I’m so unfit now. T_T Thursday will be my first training in a long long while! I sure hope I’ll make it through all right. Hehe...

=_= not looking forward to kendo camp leh...

A FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME!!

Blah. Just wasted an entire day and almost 50 bucks on a lousy fantasy series. I know I know... it’s supposed to be a FANTASY series but the premise is fucking ridiculous man! I don’t like the story, which stars Jesus as the first vampire...(Ha.Ha.Ha), I don’t like the female lead, who I think is a opinionated bitch who don’t fucking know what she’s talking about, and I think the author has a fascination with lesbian sex. It’s almost porn masquerading as fantasy. I wonder why a lot of the vampire books ended up this way. =_= Well, this series was not as bad as a certain vampire slayer series that I read quite a long while back, which was real bad lah.

But still, this series totally not worth my money and time. I only continued reading coz I can’t stand the thought of my money going to waste. In the end, I only inflicted more emotional torture on myself. Ahhhhh....... I should have studied my military history today. In the end, I only got through 5 miserly presentations. Totally not acceptable! I was initially toying with the idea of going down to SKC to support my juniors taking grading tomorrow but now I don’t think I’ll go down. Will be going to school straight to mug! Yeah! NERD POWER!

Paper in the bin…

Embarrassing moment of the day: Dr Avenell walking pass the table and shaking his finger at me for making him ‘dive’ into the bin to search for my exam script. =P but he was nice bout it la. hehe...

Found out that the “some girl” who threw her exam script in the bin was I. =_= My exam script was the one that ended up in the bin, resulting in my fellow course-mates and some other various students leaving the exam hall late coz the invigilators were all frantically counting scripts to account for the missing one. Apparently, they even called the dean. Haha...oh well, it’s nothing so serious coz they found my paper in the end.
Gomenasai! I really did not throw my paper away. I passed it to the lady invigilator who THREW it into the bin!! Ok... so I was at fault too for passing her my paper but hey, I was tired lah. =_=

Just thinking bout it gives me the chills. I could have gotten an F for the module if they can’t find my paper. =_=”” So I guess enduring the friendly ribbing from my friends of “Oh! So you are the ONE!” or more abusive ones like “You idiot lah wens!” don’t really matter that much... hehe... as long as my paper was found.

of life and bratty brothers...

And so…life does go on. Regardless of papers, proposals, book reviews, presentations, inquiries, exams and trainings or the lack of which. And despite people thinking I’m a cold unfeeling bitch. =_= (Which I’m not... to say the least. Haha...)

I’ve been feelin’ stressed and frustrated for the last couple of weeks and if I’ve been grumpy or moody, please don’t take it to heart. I’m like that to most people. And if I’ve not called or returned sms, I’m just really busy and stressed... Not coz I’m an unfeeling bitch. =_= But I’m feeling much better now. Straightened out some of my contorted thoughts and realized that life is too short to be spent agonizing about irrelevant stuff and feelings. I still don’t know much bout life in general but I do know something about my life. Good friends, good books, good animes and good food pretty much sum everything up. I am lucky in my own way. Hmmm... did I mention bratty brothers? God deliver me from my bratty brother. =_= Sometimes he’s adorable, more often than not, he’s a bigger brat than me. And that’s a feat... you people who know me can attest to that fact.

Feeling weird

What used to charm me now sort of turns me off. A person’s independence used to attract me, but now his nonchalance just turns me off. It’s amazing how the differently I feel about the same quality in different times.

Touched

Today, I rediscovered a birthday gift from a few years back. It was a CD with a flash program inside. Coz I couldn’t view it when I first got it, I just chucked it together with the rest of my CDs and promptly forgotten all about it. Today, I finally watched it. It’s two years plus late but I’m glad I finally watched it. =)

*Touched*