Psychopathic

Recently I’ve been having recurring dreams. I don’t usually blog about dreams but this has been rather disturbing and putting it down into words may help I guess.

I’m always walking down this alley. And there’s someone behind me, trying to attack me from behind. I’ll turn around and snap that person’s neck. God knows where I get the reflex and the strength but the snap and the crack of the bone is always so satisfying. I don’t even remember the person’s face or the gender but I remember the satisfaction of breaking a bone/snapping a neck. It’s like a thrill down my spine.

I fear I’ve got a psychopath in me. =_=

Woah...the recent heat wave is killing me... I never hated the weather in Singapore so much. And they say it's only going to get hotter in the next few weeks! Oh god.... how am I going to survive the heat!!


Just when I was moaning and groaning over how hot it was (still is) in Singapore, my idiot friend in Canada sent me pics of snow mountains he took while snowboarding! The foot in the corner is his. =_= *jealous*

I wanna go snowboarding too! I wanna visit the mountains... T_T

ps: this is my very first post on my new desktop! yay!

Yipee!!!

Yay! My new desktop has arrived!!! It’s a Compaq Presario! Super cool! Haha… maybe it’s because I haven’t got a desktop in a long while… hmmm… but it’s still cool! Oooooh…. I’m so excited! Hahaha…. I sound so juvenile. =P hehe…like J said, I’m going to spend the rest of my Saturday huggling my new system!

*huggle huggle huggle*


PS: Congrats to kitty-chan for coming in 3rd in today's Xsquare racing competition! Sorry for "flying your kite" today! But computer is more important lah! =P

PPS: kitty-chan, you can't deny it! You’re a GAMBLING ADDICT!! Forever going on and on bout mahjong. =P

Day of Reckoning

23rd February 2005

Today is the day my trusty laptop finally conked off. T_T

Through my (coming to) four years in the university, it has been with me, through good times and bad. I think to a certain extent, the reason I procrastinated bringing it to the com center was because I sort of have this gut feeling that my baby would not make it this time. T_T

Thanks nat and witchy for whiling away the time with me at the com center, providing me with endless entertainment and gossip!

Adios my beloved! Know that I shall miss you dearly… T_T

On a good note, my mummy has agreed to buy me a desktop! Yipee!!

Dependency….

I realized that I’m severely dependent on my trusty hand-phone! My baby HP was left at home yesterday night when dot biked me to J’s place for a sleepover aka leaching session. =P I was devastated! Restless and uneasy the whole freaking night. Though I had a good time leaching off J’s massive anime and mp3 collections... wahahahaha... but still, there’s still the nagging feeling of unease. So much so that I woke up at 9 freaking a.m. when I slept at 5plus to take a cab home to my baby HP. =_=

I sure hope I don’t fall asleep during the job later on. =_=

Character traits

Actually, J and me has talked bout it quite some time ago. But the topic came up again during dinner on Monday. Why do we dislike some people and not others? Ok.... some of them is coz of the face. The moment I see you, I just can’t stand you. Not your fault but mine, but I really don’t care very much. Others are due to certain character traits that they exhibits... sometimes, I feel that the reason I don’t like these character traits very much is because deep down inside, I fear I either exhibit or have the potential for these very same characteristics. J also joked (or maybe J’s not jokin... T_T) that I disliked Katase Shima (from an anime series) for being such a whiny crybaby was because I am one myself…. but I’m not right?! *whines* =P Haha... oh well... I guess it’s true in some cases but rubbish in others.

On a happier note, I was happily rampaging through me mum’s stuff today and found many nice bags that she kept hidden away!! There are some LV and Chanel bags but some of em looked rather auntish. Maybe I’ll use em when I’m working I guess. But there are a few small bags that look very cute! Silly mummy found it troublesome to take all of them out when I could have used some of them! =_=

I also found many nice pens and various other knick-knacks! Hehe...i managed to persuade mummy to give me a mont blanc pen. I’m such a materialistic bitch... but I really like that pen! =P


Edit: haha...i forgot bout the agreement i had with the rest of the class...here's to make up for it
alloz mr ang cher kiat!! the resident san ba of the history honours class! may u forever reign as our resident san ba! =P

Wise decision

I’m at the library now….being one of the chao muggers I’m always laughing at…while lamenting the fact that I missed today’s training….

NOT!

I was sitting at my table for a very long while this morning, trying to decide between going to school to mug or going for training... I even sms Shasha... telling her that I can’t make it for today’s training. In the end, I just lugged my bougu out and took a cab to SKC. Wahahahaha!! I’m so glad I choose to go for training instead of going to school to mug!

Today’s training was good! I haven’t felt so good in a long long time! Though at the end of the first 15 minutes I wanted to die liao. =P Though it can be considered a productive training, I realize that my stamina is lagging now. T_T oh well, it feels good! That’s all I can say bout it. I’ve been feeling so repressed and pent up recently over schoolwork... I’ve not felt so relaxed in a long while.

It’s partly due to nat that I made this wise decision... she said she’d tell me the gist of what Carr is talking about. I’ll hold you to that ya. Hehe... thanx dear!

Those Pekoponjins... =_=

It’s nice to have a friend you can complain to when you feel the need to vent. I don’t care if I was petty or childish or plain unreasonable. When I’m pissed, and complain to you, you are supposed to take my side. And I’ll do the same for you! I’m glad that I have a friend who understands that. Thanks J!

Those darn Pekoponjins... they know nothing!

Hehe... I like the word "Pekoponjin". Has a nice feel of alien superiority to it.
Kerokerokero...

Ps: Got my much belated birthday pressie today! Yay! I love it! Thanx gals for the present as well as the company... love ya all!

Ba Gua!

The ba gua I bought today was yummy! But I think I’ve eaten too much coz I feel a sore throat coming on. It’s either the ba gua or J, the germ factory... Today, we queued for about 4 hours in Chinatown for ba gua!! From 5plus in the evening to 9pm at night! We literally saw the sun go down from our little corner in Chinatown. =_=

Felt like giving up a couple of times. But I’m glad we persevered! Coz if not, we’ll have no ba gua to eat today! T_T think of how sad that would be! As we clutched our precious ba gua in our arms, everything is worth it! Wahahaha... what on earth am I doing!!!?? Queuing for ba gua when I should be reading my histo and dederian stuff!! But in spite of the heat, the aching feet and super ultra duper long queue, the 4 hours were enjoyable because of the company. J –you are the best lah. =) thanx for the MP3s as well ya!

My Friday....=)

Heh. I skipped class today because I overslept. =P Sorry Dr. Lockhart! I really like your lesson but I just couldn’t wake up in time. Hehe...

Went out with shasha to go threading today. Woah. Today’s threading was extra painful. I also don’t know why. T_T I swear my face was still smarting hours after we left little India. Then shasha accompanied me to cut my hair. Heh. Now I got a fringe, well, sort of a fringe but my face looks even rounder than before. T_T well, but I must say that I got no say in how I cut my hair. The hairdresser was super autocratic! Hahaha... I couldn’t get a word in! Oh well, it was not super disastrous I guess.

Then I met up with the movie gang at plaza sing. =) It was nice meeting up with them after so long. I got a belated birthday celebration from them. A flower, a cake and kino vouchers! Hahaha... I got so many kino vouchers this birthday. But the more the merrier I guess! Keep those vouchers coming!! Hehe...
But seriously, thanks guys. I love ya all. =)

Edit: heh. I can't forget to mention Candice! hehehe....you are officially forgiven for forgetting my birthday coz of the "beeg" present! hehehe....love ya too!~ *hugz*

“Mini-me” gone in a day…

Haha... me bro bought a toy beagle for Toby to play with yesterday. It really really looked like our silly little Tobacco. Told J bout it and J predicted that “mini-me” will be mangled in a day. Guess J’s right after all. I came home today and “mini-me” was missing his nose and the cotton filling was all falling out.

This is a tribute to the tragic “mini-me”, gone in less than 24 hours. Well, it was cute while it lasted. =_=

Here’s a picture of Toby with his “mini-me”